up and down... in and out... my soul is jumping and crouching and running all over the place. i dont feel very well right now... mostly because i know myself and i dont trust my own judgement. there is a far away corner in my soul that is just pulsating... a beat... i just want to worship. i just want to commune. there are times when i cant breath another minute without the presence of the lord... and i think the only reason i do is because i dont know how not to. i havent eaten today. except for chocolate and a donut and seven layer dip and pineapple. oh yeah and wendys. i forgot. i feel hungry. maybe its a different kind of hungry. well got to go. bye.

angela