this is hard. hard is such a ridiculous word. just the way its sounds. try saying it twenty times and you will realize how ridiculous it is. and how ridiculously hard this day is. i am going to write a song about it...
ohhhhhh... i need some lovin
some lovin from yoooouuuooouuoooouuu...
come on and bring me some lovin
some lovin from yoooooouuuuu.
ok so that was a stupid song. but what else can i say? i can go on and on about the sorrows of losing your fisrt love... i can use adjectives that are getting dusty on the shelves of your brain... i could try to paint an image with onion juice and make you cry... or i can say... ill get through... everything is going to be ok... i just need to tough it out. but neither sorrow nor peace are my reality... i am somewhere in between. its just hard. and i am just waiting here for comfort to come. like looking at a blanket from across the room and beckoning it to come to you. but it wont, it never will... but you havent quite yet figured out how to move your butt from the couch. but maybe the holy spirit is different. maybe the divine comforter operates differently than a blanket. i dont know.
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