all i really need right now is someone to just show up at my door and give me a big fat hug and remind me that i'm loved. sounds so stupid i know. sounds even more stupid because the amount of times i've said it before.
ok so this is interesting... i've been thinking about this a lot lately. i think i must exude like "i can handle this on my own" or an "ive got it all together" kind of vibe. because not even the people closest to me can tell when i am having a hard time. either they are not paying attention or dont care (which are options if prefer not to think about)... or i am just really really good at hiding it. and the funny thing is... i am horrible at hiding my emotions. i mean absolutely horrible at it. but i have this funny habit of just plain disapearing. if im not there, it probably means i'm lost somewhere inside myself. but i dont think any of my friends have caught on to that yet.
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