different kinds of blogging

since i have started blogging again i thought it might be interesting to go around and read some of my friends blogs... you know... to kind of get a feel for what they think blogging is all about. and as i read i began to see a very noticeable pattern, most of the blogs were topical and centered around an idea or set of ideas... written as explanation or exhortation of the deeper meaning of those ideas, of which they discovered through personal revelation or experiences. but my "blog", so to speak, was very different. my expression is one of bunched up feelings and exploding emotions... sometimes its just the overflow of a day filled with forced silence and withholding. i am so afraid to let anyone see who i am really am that when i get to the computer and start typing... i just cant help myself. it just happens. it just pours out of me. and at the end of the day i cant really decide if that is a good or a bad thing. will people be encouraged by my unfettered honesty or repulsed by what they see through the transparency of my words? hmmm....