i want to die. just let me die. just take me away now... just let me die. i know i sound stupid but i dont care... im never going to be able to fit in with you anyway. i just want to die now because i cant do this anymore, im not capapable. there is no "positive thinking" that is going to fix this problem. i am selfish, i dont care about the consequences and i obviously dont care about anyone else. but the reality is i just wish this would be over. i have no clue what the heck to do or where to turn and i just want it to be over. i cant do it. i know i sound stupid... so you dont have to tell me that.