well. today was different. i find myself captivated by the sunshine, the warmth filling the dark corners of my heart i didnt even know were there. God is faithful to answer the weak and defenseless. but when the darkness surrounds you... its sooooo easy to forget that. I want to love the Lord, yet i know i have room to grow in fearing Him and living His word. I want to sing. with my heart, with my voice, for the heavens and earth to resound with the melody of his holy presence. but that seems so unlikely right now, i am starting to wonder if i am dreaming the wrong dream. i am ordinary. i am small. and i am sometimes lost. can God use me for a purpose larger than my physical capacity? yes. will He? i dont know. how can you know the Lord's specific plan? all you can know for sure is that He loves you, will always take care of you, and will be faithful to fill all the desires He has put in your heart. for the Lord is faithful to answer. well i better conk out before i fall asleep right here and now. my advice, keep following your dreams no matter what they say, but be prepared for the Lord to lead you on an unexpected path, for eternal things are not made up of the same ingredients as temporary ones.
much love. hug someone. really.
angela
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